Depression and anxiety lives in me. Outrageous shopping sprees, clubbing, drinking, and sex are only temporary fixes 4 the feelings of rejection, fear, and misery that weighs me down. I give my love and lose apart of myself everytime. I seek in others what I cant find in me, putting my happiness in other's hands. Its not only me against the world but me against myself. My arch enemy goes unseen because Im battling my biggest hater...myself.