You keep telling me these things like you think im not listening,
You say it with a smile like your trying to convince me,
The jumbled thoughts in my head tell me one thing then another,
Sometimes I believe the first thought, then I believe the other,
Its like I trust and know you love me but then I hear from someone else,
That you're saying that its over and at this my heart just tears,
I keep telling myself not to worry and they're lying about you,
Yea I know you wouldnt do this, well I thought that I knew,
And I know, well I hope, I just pray that youre still mine,
I just cant live without you, I'd much rather die,
I really think, after all, I deserve to know whats going on,
Theres no point, to keep trying, if you're already gone,
Yea I thought, that with you, I was doing everything right,
Now I beg, once again, dont let this end, on this night,
Deep inside, of my soul, I still know, that you're here,
But you're so far away, yet you still seem so near,
I guess what, Im trying to say, is that I hope you havent left,
Because when, Im with you, its the best feeling, i've ever felt,
So read, all these words, while this happiness, Im faking,
But until, I know how you feel, my love is continually fading,
Get back to me, let me know, that its real this time,
until i really know, its just artificial kisses filled with brittle lies.

Rebecca, you have a real talent for writing these poems.

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"Don't analyze my beliefs, and I won't pick out the flaws in yours."